Sunday, April 22, 2007

Tired? What do you think?

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am in a weird mood. I need to laugh but it is just not there. A good conversation that is what I need. The only problem with that is I have no idea what to talk about. Do you ever feel like you are full of emotion but have no idea what the exact emotion is?

There is so much on my mind. My brain is going to explode due to massive thinking.

Website. We need a good one. Scratch that...we need a GREAT one.
Adoption. My heart is there the answer is not.
Grammar. I stink at it. Yes, I know that I do. I want to be better. Can I help it if I like the way certain punctuation looks?
Future. All I can say is...SCARY.
Dreams. Are they too big?
Photography. Could I pursue this as a small side thing?
Friends. I want some that live close.
Toothache. I need to get dental insurance or just plain go to the dentist.
Wedding cake. I could really use some right now.

You think those are random on.

The view. What would it be like to host the view? Would Rosie eat me alive? Yes! Elisabeth seems so fun. We could be friends.

What will I look like when I get old? Wrinkles?

I still wonder if I would be happy being a L&D nurse or a decorator or teacher or something else.

These thoughts have been devouring me. This week I had the opportunity to drive alone to San Antonio and back. A lot of thinking happened. I am tired and weak. I need to get alone with my Father.


Jen said...

Those are a lot of thoughts! So many different decisions and directions in there. I will be praying that the Lord will guide you and give your mind some peace.

A little side thought...I think you have been given a real gift with photography. You seem to have a natural ability. I loved looking through your photos on Flickr!!

Jamie said...

Yes it would be so much fun to host The View and i am almost certain that Elisabeth and I would be friends as well!!! ha ha!!!

Love your thinking ....

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jen said...

Sorry, had a typo in my previous comment. Here it is fixed:

I want to offer some "sage" advice but I have none. All I know is that you are an amazing woman whom God favors, the answers will come. I'm praying for you

Teri said...

Debra, I absolutely can relate with all of your thoughts. (Except the one about are GOOD GIRL!!) I also think if I lived near you we would be instant friends...not only because I am virtually friendless right now...but because you seem funky, and sassy and fun. (And that is the kind of friend I love!) I read your blog and find that my thoughts are much the same. It is comforting to know I am not the only person with these thoughts/feelings. You rock Debra...I don't know you but I can tell that much is true!

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Teri said...

Move there? Well that would solve the "I loathe winter" part of life. It could even solve the "I need new friends" part too. never know what God has planned! I am such a home girl that I have never thought of moving from MI...although recently the words have escaped my lips...that it might be fun to (gasp)move. Oh it is in print!

Karina said...

How far from san antonio are you? My brother lives in bandro sp? right now....